Wednesday, April 20, 2005 , 2:49 PM
Alrite...I've had a good rest...Energy recharged to 100%. But I juz feel like slacking the whole day..
Anyway..I've juz realised that there have been lotsa unhappiness, lotsa heartbreaks, lotsa quarrels in r/s recently..I am not spared too..But to all my friends who are lost at the moment or who are upset...Cheer Up. I noe it aint easy..But still be strong alrite..U haf ur friends ard you and I am sure they will be more than willing to be there for u..not forgetting I am here too... =p
As I've mentioned, tinks between me and dear aint at the best condition now. Though we aint quarreling anymore but I guess time will heal everything but not the wound. I've learnt alot thru out the 2 years r/s and have definately matured alot abt r/s stuffs. Relationship can be beautiful and yet a burden. Guess the ups and downs of a relationship cant be avoided in any way. So to my friends who are still available..I guess you should be glad that you have lesser things to worry.. Wait..I am not being sacartic here but I really feel that it is a blessing instead. Anyway..I guess I've learnt that r/s should nt be compared and that TRUST is the most impt tink in the relationship. Well..to be honest, the numerous times of quarrels that happened to me and dear was coz of TRUST and it all started coz of me. I noe I aint a good gf myself and I noe it very well..but sumtimes it's realli hard for me to control myself. It's not tat dear isnt good to me, nt tat he has done sumtink behind my back neither has he cheated me or wadsoever...I'm juz being paranoid and much TOO sensitive. Teach me sumone..teach me..I wanna be a magnanimous gf..I wanna be a super dupper prefect one.. ='( Allrite..I am perfectly fine so why am i ranting on and no..haha
Okok..enuf of such depressing stuffss...
To my friends..
If God brings you to it..he will bring you thru it
Be Strong and things will be fine..