Friday, March 31, 2006 , 8:16 PM
I fear changes but yet it is inevitable in life
Thursday, March 30, 2006 , 2:10 AM
HoHoHo..Finally gotton a new skin.
My first attempt to change the blog skin after like 2 and a half years since the set up of it? Bet most peepz would be bored stiff with the last blog skin tat I used. Anyway spent quite some time trying to find a perfect layout but most of the skins I found doesnt suit me. It's either way too cute and sweet or too complicated and I have a preference for those skins which does not require much navigations. Therefore I choose tis realli plain and simple wan. It may seem way differnt from the last skin tat i used but juz had to urge to change the "feel" of it. Hope I would get some positive comments. hurhur
You know,many a time I would be wondering who on earth would waste his/her own precious time on this little insignificant site. It's like who cares wad I have been doing or how I feel etc etc.. Even though of closing down tis little space but it juz occured to me that I dun need anyone to read it or wadsoever it's a place where I can put downlittle ups and downs and of my life and its also a very very good place to vent my fustration. LOLs. might even tink of making a private blog or with password. But in the mean time ,I shall juz spend some time jotting down thinks to occupy my time since I am so damnn free..
Oh ya..if you have been reading my blog and I dun have ur link rite here..tag me and leave me ur link alrite. =) Guess most peepz have either changed their links or are no longer updating their blogs.. So I am STRONGLY ENCOURAGING peepz to get back to blogging.. It wun take up too much of your time does it? hehs.
Alrite ..bathing time den I shall flop rite in front of the tv all nite..
Missing dearie ..hope he will be able to finish work early. Been 4 days since I last met him. *pray hard*
Wednesday, March 29, 2006 , 7:55 AM
Just got off the fone wif dear a moment ago and my ear is burning hot hot hot. Its been some time since we were on the fone for hours.
We were reminiscing and talking abt the past and it brought back a great heap of fond memories. ... the courtship days and stuff lidat .. =D
Talked about how I first met him face to face after months of sms-ing and fone calls. I still remember vividly that it was a Saturday evening after my CCA. Headed to Bugis for dinner wif zhu and ruo xuan and he came down especially from town just to ask me out for dinner but I rejected him. LOLs.
blah...blah...blah...
Guess onli ppl who are close to me noes the story of how I got to noe him..how we started out etc...It'll be good to keep it a hush-hush tingy. hehe.
Dear was super hyper today and I dun noe wad got into him but i am really delighted to see him in sucha good mood. He sang like hundreds of song thru the fone and it was so gratifying =DD
I'm realli thankful for having someone like him whom I can trust and who will be there for me in my life. Guess that's the best tink I can ask for rite now..
Gosh..am really in a lovey-dovey mood nw...
hehes
dream..dream...dream....
Monday, March 27, 2006 , 12:56 AM
I yearn to be in the life of others; envy them for their momentous lives and what is bestowed to them We are all humans of equal status but why does our life differs so much.I'm disturbed,perpluxed. I sit up all night just to ponder why am I not given the luxury.
Sunday, March 26, 2006 , 12:13 AM
Fabulous Weekend
Celebrated our 3rd Anniversary on Friday. Dearie came down to look for me during his luch break to have lunch wif me. He said its a once in a year tingy onli. *faints*How meannn.. Went dinner with him..blah..blah..
Shant bore you readers with the details but in conclusion we been to a few places that we have not vistied during our "pat-tor" times . Did some stuffs that we dun usually do alone...
But good times dun last long.. anticiapted for tis day for quite some time but on the very day itself time seemed to pass very fast without us even realising it. In a blink of an eye 24/03/06 is now history .
Not going to harp on it. Anyway was chatting with yan ming and he "REMINDED" me that I actually have 3 weeks of holidays left and I realised I have yet to do something constructive. shucks...
Tat aside. Hopefully tml I will have the mood to do more meaningful stuffs. LOL
Shall make my way to dearie's hse now.
Tata
Tuesday, March 21, 2006 , 12:13 AM
3 more days to our 3rd year Anniversary
WeEe~ I can't wait for the weekends to be here..
Am still in the midst doing the gift.Though it looks damn simple but its damn taxing. The moment I wake up I'll be glued to it till I head to bed. Hope he likes it. Anyway dearie got a lil suspicious coz I got him to drive to ky's place to get some acrylic paint and some markers from him and he was asking why I need them for. Had to cook up some lame excuses. LOL.
Have been having insomnia for the past few nites and now whenever it is getting late I tend to be a lil afraid coz it does feel good to toss and turn in bed for hours. Guess its time to get cough mixtures again..
Oh..met a pervert online two nites ago..dammn how did such a person got my email add. Lucky Sen Chuan helped me get back at him.
DingDangDongzzzz...its time to get back to do the prezzie...
Sunday, March 19, 2006 , 10:05 AM
It took me ages to load blogspot and I've completely lost all inspiration to blog.
anyway..shant wasnt my time and effort since the page is already loaded. juz came back from supper wif dear and "the gang"
Weekend was simple but nonetheless great with dearie around. Went suntec,marina square and bugis on Sat. Slacked the whole day @ dearie'se hse today.
Oh yaaa... dearie got me a tee and skirt from outfitters!!! Yippie. It was the one I saw while shopping with meixiu a few weeks back and I was emphasising to her how much I would love to get it. !!! Was so happy tat nite.
Sigh...in a blink of an eye, weekend is over.. Dearie would be soo busy again.. hmmphf..
Look forward to next weekend coz it's our 3rd year Anniversary.Hope tinks will turn out fine =) Been busy with the surprise gift for him.. *gambadeh*
oh yaaaaa..
Happy 21st Birthday Chris !!
Thursday, March 16, 2006 , 7:35 AM
Simply a great day spent with my beloved sis
Spent my nite over at dearie's place last nite and got home in the morning after he headed to work to get a couple hours of rest.
Amazingly I woke up on my own coz was jie jie and I had plans for today.
Went Shangri-la Hotel for lunch. Food was quite nice but had lotsa fattening food and i am feeling like damn FAT now. wanted to go without desert but jie jie wanted me to accompany her to get and greedy me couldnt resist all the deserts. Manage to limit myself to chocolate ice-cream and tiramisu. lol.
Headed to KBOX @ cineleisure coz jie jie was so desperate to singg... Feels weird with just 2 persons singing coz it's like either you or me or us so didnt rest my mouth much but realli had a nice time there. Glad I went there coz initially I didnt have the singing mood ya noe.
Anyway its been a long time since jie jie and I spent time alone other then in the bedroom. hehe.
Thanx jie jie for all the treats.
Love ya.. muacks
Monday, March 13, 2006 , 7:09 AM
I feel veryy guilty and badddd..
Why do I always have to throw tantrums at him
Why must I show attitude to him
Why must I make him tolerate all my nonsense
Why must I always be so demanding
Why do I always have to make him suffer
He has been realli nice, sweet, attentive to me..
He's put in alot of effort to change to be a better bf...
Done alot just for me..
Why do I have to treat him this way...
Gosh...wad is wrong wif me
Izzit coz its tat time of the month of it's juz me
I always regret my actions, my words
Time and time again
I would feel guity and apologise
But you didnt even grumble nor complain a single bit
You told me its alrite
You understand and dun blame me at all
But the more you understanding you are
The more guity I feel
Why can I even learn my lesson
Can someone wake me up
Can someone make me cherish him even more
I'm realli sorry
Saturday, March 11, 2006 , 11:31 PM
yesterday was juz a unlucky day.. plain unlucky...
Dearier and I planned tis shopping trip like days before and he even told me I could get wadever I liked...was looking forward for tis day butttt...
Had very bad cramps in the morning tat I almost died man...but in the end I forced myself outta the hse. Eventually cramps got better...prob they knew I was going out to enjoy.. lolz.
Went to the IT show @ suntec and saw many many many familar faces but all were too busy so I didnt wanna disturb them. It was realli realli packed there. my foot and toes were being stepped on like hw many zillion times , was being pushed by those HUGE guy till I nearly fall luckily dearie grab hold of me if nt I cannot imagine hw ugly I will look. Wanted to get a external hard disc but afterall those "physical abuse", dearie suggested that we should get it some other time instead. Left Suntec and headed to town...
Next, whatever I laid my eyes on..I couldn't get it. either there isnt the colour I wanted or there isnt the size tat I can fit into . Even the guess perfume I wanted was sold outtt.. hmmphf..was sooo soo sad tat dearie kept cheering me up saying tat we can come back again next week to look for it.
Whenever I am out wif my friends, I would see loads of stuffs tat I liked and dearie promised to go back and get it tat weekend but whenever we are there I will always fail to get wad I want. I even asked if he was a jinx. =x lolzz..
Decided to head to PS for dinner coz Sen Chuan was always recommanding Manhattan @ PS. Was walking to Cine to get the car and coincidentially bumped into zhu...
Went over to PS but was sooo disappointed. The queue at Manhattan was soooo long..Decided to search for others coz there are loads of different places in PS tat we can dine in. Secret receipe had limited choices, Swensens food is damn boring... Cafe Cartel queue was osooo dammmn dammn longggg . Headed to Carrefour to buy chips and drinks to get ready for today's Man Utd and Newcastle match. Dearie told me to take my own pick so I gotton lotsa junk food...usually dearie would limit me but tis time round I guess he was feeling guilty coz I couldnt get anitink at all and thus decided to make up to me.
Decided to go over to Cosy Bay for dinner but when we got there there wasnt any parking lots available and our next options was the Hong Kong Restuarant @ katong and the same tink again. We were making rounds and rounds till we were so irrititated tat we decided to head back to his hse.
Back at his hse we wanted to order KFC but noe wad it was the first time I gotton such an excuse. The operator say they wouldnt take in any orders currently coz KFC had too many orders on hand and suggested that we call back half an hr later. By the time all these shits had happened I was sooo damn pissed and my cramps were back again. In the end we had no choice but to stick wif Mac. By the time the order arrived it was close to 10. dammmn it. wad a bad dayyy..
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On a lighter issue, i gotta admit tat dearie has realli change alot. Its pretty obvious tat he has put in alot of effort. I used to complain and grumble alot abt him ; his attitue,the way he treats me and stuffs but nw I'm realli realli realli touched. His sweet guestures realli makes me feel like a princess, the words he used made me realise how important I am to him. Sometimes I realli feel guilty got throwing tantrums and him, showing my attitude and giving him loads of crapz and rubbish. I've never once felt so loved. Hope tinks will remain .
2 more weeks to our 3rd year anniversary. doing a surprise gift for him.. hehe.
Saturday, March 04, 2006 , 10:01 PM
Hols have officially started... wEeeEe~
tis time round ,must plan my time wellll..
am craving for sushiiii..
*slurps*
Wednesday, March 01, 2006 , 7:27 PM
I am very very very lazy to blog but I know if I dun blog soon I would have forgotton the happy times during the weekend.
Was over at dearie's place during the weekend. RUSHED to his place after school coz notti him took urgent leave for no apprent reason. and he blamed me saying that I told him I wasnt attending school on friday. By the time he called me in the morning I was already on the bus to school.
So we meet up with "the gang" on Friday nite for dinner.
Woke up early in the morning on Sat while dearie was still snoring so loud *smirk*coz I promised dear to make breakfast for him. and it took me so much effort and time. *i suck at cooking though I was once an F&N student* Had trouble opening the can and i was using the opener to bang and bang but tat stupid tink juz wun'd open. I even tried using all the 3 can openers tat can be found in his hse. Was so afraid tat the noise would wake him up. I t took me great pains juz to get the can open.
Had scrambled eggs, ham,sausage,toast bread and chicken soup for breakfast. By the time I finished cooking I was perspiring all over. Dearie was sweet enuf to wake up and help me with the washing up.
The Breakfast Evidence of dearie washing up
Went parkway with them in the afternoon den headed for the Hong Kong Street Restuarant over at Katong. FInally had a chance to visit tat place. Been hearing lots abt them. Anyway would love to try to Hong Kong Cafe located somewhere near it too. *drools*
After dinner headed to ky's hse to burn some stuffs and initially we wanted to catch the Chelsea match as we had a side bet on the score line among ourselves but too bad the placed was damn packed. Headed back to dearie's hse and I was so tired tat I fell asleep while watching TV.
Woke up damn early on sunday morning coz his neighbours were so dammn noisy. Dearie and I went to get breakfast den headed home.
Had a pre birthday celebration on Sunday evening with my family plus dearie and jie jie's bf. Had dinner at Kenny Roger @ Ms. We were given a table which is at the far end of the restaurent and thus the ambience was very nice. Food was good esp the Macaroni Cheese. It's superb man!!!
Shopped awhile den daddy sent us home.
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so Tuesday was my birthday . Headed to school as usual and there was onli a pathetic number of ppl who attenede lesson coz its was the idiot Derek Tan's lesson. Was busy discussing abt the project plan with mei xiu in class when suddenly Jun Jie popped up of no where with a lited birthday cake on his hand. Was so embarrassed and shocked at that point of time coz I thout no one rems that it was my birthday. The class sang a birthday song and wad surpriseed me more was the my BEZTIES even bought me another cake. so in total i had 2 cakes. =D realli felt so happy.
Class ended early so we decided to go for a meal. Had pHine's with Mei Xiu, Sarah, Heidi, Javern and Chris. Bezties was so sweet to get a top for me from Fond Hugs and I love it loads..
Ended the day by having a simple dinner wif dearie and ky. Though it was realli a simple wan but having him ard is more than wad I can ask for.
Anyway I would realli like to thank alot alot alot of ppl.
- my family for the pre birthday celebration @ Kenny Roger
- Bezties for the surprises. The birthday cake , the treat at pHine's, the beautiful sexy top and also your wishes and love
- Chris and Javern for coming along for dinner and ur wishes
- Jun Jie for the suprise birthday cake and the puma watch
- Kun you and xing for the beautiful hand drawn tee and dinner
- and to all my peeps who weere sweet enuf to call or sms me.
Thanx alot. Realli had a nice time though it was a simple affair but it realli feels great to know tt all of u cares.
LOVE YA PEEPS