Sunday, September 18, 2005 , 12:26 AM
Curosity realli kills..
I should have stop my itchy hands to click on sometink which I am not suppose to see.. Now i got myself all so upset once again... I know I shouldnt be nosy. I regret my actions totally.
Maybe there isnt anitink going at all. I should have trust him.. It's been 2 and a half years and I know his personalilty well. But again..I am a girl I do have times when I feel realli insecure. I know I gotta trust my boi..but I juz cant seem to control my mind..my thouts been wandering.. i'm afraid but yet I know he isnt someone like that. I'm juz contridicting myself. he's been assuring me since juz nw but the thout juz came into my mind again and again..
Why do I feel this way ? I really hate it ! I juz wish i can turn back time and not cause myself so much misery...