Tuesday, September 20, 2005 , 8:31 PM
Juz as wad my msn nick now appears... Absence makes the heart grow fonder...
Suddenly..i miss dearie soo much..not as though he hasn't booked out in ages...in fact he juz booked in last nite and i spend much of the few days or rather 11 days to be precise with him. Other than going home for my beauty sleep I was practically over at his place most of the time wif him.
I guess I didnt treat dear fairly these days and I feel really guilty now. =( Sometimes I juz feel that I take dearie for granted. Venting my fustrations on him, showing his some kinda rubbish attitude and flaring up over notink thought he's going through a rough patch @ home now.
Where is the understanding girlfriend that is suppose to be wif him thru these times ??? Sometimes whenever I talk abt my r/s wif either zhu or my sis.. they would always make me feel that I am so lucky to have dear my my side, giving me abundent love and care. I guess whenever I lament or complain it's juz coz I aint apperciating all that he has done for me. So much so that I neglected and forgotton all the sweet gestures and the way he loves me..
I guess I should count myself lucky to have so many people who loves me ... =)
You know, it realli feels good to be in the arms of your beloved one. Holding each other and spending quality time together.
Noe wad I aint a good cook though I was a F&N student way back in sec school. But I'm proud to admit tat coz I've got my boi who cooks great food to pamper me.. Whenever he cooks, serve the dinner nicely on the dinner table I feel so loved...the feelings great. I noe I sound crazy but I cant wait to start my own family whenever I have tis feeling.. =/
sigh..the more i say..the more I miss him.. my boi...
i guess I shall stop here and have my dinner prepared yet again by another one who loves me too..my mummy...