Thursday, September 01, 2005 , 12:26 PM
Once again I am listening to a old song by Aaron Kwok which brought me back lotsa memories..both fond and unhappy memories..
Can someone please enlighten me what life is all about ?
Life = ( Troubles + problems ) x unhappiness
is that equation rite?
In every stage of my life , trouble never fails to follow me. Tag along wherever I go. Be it in during my primary school life, secondary school life or even rite now..my poly life... But one thing for sure..as you begin to mature, every problem seems much more difficult to handle. Does it mean tat as one grows and mature they will definately be able to handle every single situation ? Not me..definately... I just cant seem to handle everything that it happen around or even happening to me.. Everthing seems so wrong..why cant I have a carefree life ?
I know I should feel blessed. I noe there are alot more ppl out there whose situation is much worst than me. But I believe no one human out there would be contented with what they have. That includes me...
There are many things which I regret doing...many things which I regret starting...but wad done cannot be undone.. I noe it's useless for me to rant and lament all these shyte* I need to cry..i need to scream..I need someone to hear me..
Suddenly I feel that my relationship is somewhat different from what it used to be. I noe changes is inevitable but I guess it all came to soon.. i got caught by it when I wasnt prepare. Something seems to be missing..lacking...I noe I shouldnt compare...shouldnt complain.
Why do i feel so bitter inside me ???