Monday, March 13, 2006 , 7:09 AM
I feel veryy guilty and badddd..
Why do I always have to throw tantrums at him
Why must I show attitude to him
Why must I make him tolerate all my nonsense
Why must I always be so demanding
Why do I always have to make him suffer
He has been realli nice, sweet, attentive to me..
He's put in alot of effort to change to be a better bf...
Done alot just for me..
Why do I have to treat him this way...
Gosh...wad is wrong wif me
Izzit coz its tat time of the month of it's juz me
I always regret my actions, my words
Time and time again
I would feel guity and apologise
But you didnt even grumble nor complain a single bit
You told me its alrite
You understand and dun blame me at all
But the more you understanding you are
The more guity I feel
Why can I even learn my lesson
Can someone wake me up
Can someone make me cherish him even more
I'm realli sorry