Thursday, February 08, 2007 , 11:54 PM
what happens if you know the outcome of certain issues is not what you want or expect ? do you give it up or do you change ur expectation? Most of the time expectations will just lead to a whole lot of disappointment. it just seems that what I forsee in the future are goanna be very different frm what it is now. what does it all mean? what would be the best way I should take?
why do i keep having negative thoughts these days? why am i so afriad of the future. I ought to be looking forward to it but as I'm drawing closer and closer to graduation the fear seems to be gradually increasing.
i have always reprimanded myself for being such a curious person. many a times i stumble on stuffs that I should not even know or find out. not once not twice but countless times. its's always all these stuffs that gets me so emotional. thouts starts to run wild and it triggers all my unhappiness. Curosity really kills.
Uncertainity arises...
sigh~